Tulsa, Oklahoma

The Pause Before the Leap

“Tulsa was the quiet landing I didn’t know I needed—where my spirit caught up with my vision, and I finally got clear on what was next.”

Tulsa was never meant to be a long chapter—I knew that going in. After years of movement, expansion, and transformation, especially in Salt Lake City, I was tired. I wanted to buy a home, settle into a partnership, and create something that felt like consistency. But Tulsa quickly revealed that while I craved stability, I still had more healing and growth to do.

Astrocartographically, Tulsa sat within half-strength influence of my Pluto Ascendant line, echoing the deep transformation I experienced in Dallas. But more influential was the Moon–Node paran line that ran just south of the city. The Moon represents our emotions and inner world; the Nodes—especially the North Node—represent our karmic path, calling, and evolution.

This time in Tulsa pulled me into a spiritual awakening and forced me to confront emotional blocks I hadn’t fully faced. I started attending full moon ceremonies, diving deeper into tarot, meditation, and journaling. Rituals and self-reflection became my anchors. It was here that I began defining my identity and spirituality with more clarity than ever before.

But with clarity came resistance.

Pluto squaring Saturn in my chart brought a pressure that felt like being caught between worlds. I was waking up—spiritually expanding—but emotionally stuck. I liked my job, but I didn’t see myself there long term. I wasn’t ready to fully leave Tulsa, but I knew I couldn’t stay. That tension was exhausting and uncomfortable.

What I had to release wasn’t just a place or a job—it was old versions of myself, outdated stories of who I was supposed to be. I had to let go of control and certainty, and surrender to the unknown. That felt scary and lonely. But it was necessary.

During a session with my psychic mentor Faith, she told me: “You know you’re going to work for yourself.” At first, I resisted the idea. It felt too big, too vulnerable. But slowly, I started to believe it.

Around the same time, my tenants in Dallas said they wouldn’t renew their lease—they were buying a home. In that moment, I felt a quiet certainty: it was time for me to move abroad.

Tulsa was not rest—it was the pause before the leap.

Curious how your own journey might be written in the stars? Whether you’re navigating a big move, a career transition, or simply want deeper insight into the energies shaping your path, I’m here to help. Reach out to explore your unique astrocartography map and uncover what the universe has in store for you. Let’s discover your story together.

“Sometimes you have to lose your way to find your path.”
—Unknown